Wandering Thoughts

Often times I find myself asking the question if you were to die tomorrow would you be satisfied with the choices you have made, would you regret anything? Would you do anything differently? My answer 90% of the time is to spend more time with my family. There are so many decisions being made every day. Whether it’s to leave the house on time, go to work, or just rush to get somewhere. I think the community forgets about how important the small things are. Gestures, laughter, conversation, hugs. Things that help us feel loved and happy.

I want to be able to have conversations about life, my future, your future. Life throws us shots at any time. You never know what big decision might be made next. If I move away and start a family on my own, I will regret not being able to use the time I had to share it with someone I love. Relationships have become very important to me. I want to be able to have a good positive relationship with the people I love. I know it isn’t always going to be like that, but we could at least take the necessary steps to build a better relationship.

There are so many outrageous things happening in this world involving more people dying. YES, I am afraid. But I am more afraid to die without ever living or enjoying life with my friends and family. I want to be safe of course. BUT MY GOD is a GOOD GOD. He will take care of me. If it’s my time, okay, it is my time. Until then, I want all of my friends, family, and even strangers to know that I love them and pray for them and their safety daily.

I don’t want to live afraid or scared of what will happen when I walk in a store. But the reality is in our country, we lack love. Love from friends, family, or even strangers. Yes of course there are things that we lack that could be better, but LOVE is what we really need. Why not be that person to share a little bit of love with a stranger or even a family member?